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April 30, 2004

going home(to los angeles)

it's 2:40 am and i am getting up before eight to catch a flight to finally go home and be in my love's arms. i am back in a comfortable enviorment(olympia), but i am not quite home yet. well, i will be soon enough. i just watched "kill bill" for the first time a little while ago. it was really similiar to "pulp fiction" in the sense that it was done in the same style, just different content. i was a little dissappointed in it because when pulp fiction came out it was totally different from anything that was came out before. it was in it's own league. this one is so similiar to the style of pulp fiction that is not startingly new. i liked the way it was done, i.e. the camera shots, lighting, frames, and artistic cinemeatogrophy, but i think quintin tarintino has it in him to blow us away and create something completely new but didn't. it was enjoyable to watch, which is more than can be said for most recent movies. well, i am off to bed and back on a plane . i hope all is well for anyone who is reading this.

April 26, 2004

Hey everyone. I'm back. Sorry

Hey everyone.
I'm back. Sorry I haven't posted. I've been very buisy getting things sorted out. Right now, I really have no place to live. I've been sleeping on couches, but think I've found a room. I'll see you all tomarrow.
Curt

Hey everyone. I'm back. Sorry

Hey everyone.
I'm back. Sorry I haven't posted. I've been very buisy getting things sorted out. Right now, I really have no place to live. I've been sleeping on couches, but think I've found a room. I'll see you all tomarrow.
Curt

Heeeeres Timmy!

I'm back! The flight was long and arduous, but I made it. My good friend Charlie picked me up at the airport and drove me to my mom's house where she had a fabulous dinner waiting. We ate outside and enjoyed the sunny northwest weather. My friends trickled in and by the time I was falling asleep in the living room I was surrounded by Grant, Ryan, Mike, Maggie, and Charlie. It was so good to see such good friends. Unfortunately after a major lack of sleep I wasnt able to make it out with everyone or to Sanchez's show... Sorry Dirty Sanchez! I will make it up to you.

Today has been beautiful and fun. I woke up to a breakfast of waffles, strawberries, whipped cream, and sausage! My mom is great! I also had a chance to speak to my fabulous grandmother. Then back to Olympia for a nice day of car washing and a mexican food dinner with Charlie. I have a plan to now watch one of the two pirated Thai movies I bought and to get a bit more sleep.

I also wanted to share that Catherine and Kenny from the Clubside restaurant in Olympia, had a baby at 2am Sunday morning so if you know them make sure to give them congratulations!

Love, Tim

April 25, 2004

MORE HAIKUS FOR WHO EVER STILLL READS THIS THING...

So here's a collection of haikus written about Houston Street. I walked from broadway to the western coast one day, and then from broadway to the eastern coast the next day. Whenever I came to an intersection I stopped and wrote a haiku about what was going on. I also took a photo or two, although I still need to get them developed...

HOUSTON COLLECTED

Ave D
Identical homes
mass produced buildings are full
of unique people

Ave C
it?s hard to remember
all the faces when many
are already dead

Ridge
four windows across
and they sit five stories tall
full of memories

Attorney
it?s all painted white
due to some bizarre attempt
to rationalize

Ave B
once forbidden land
is now teeming with yuppies
getting drunk for cheap

Suffolk
You get no discounts
even if you know the man
we?re all the same here

Norfolk
A mass exodus
is occurring as I write
but where will they go?

Ave A
Mist blends with exhaust
down in kliener deutchland
and the people drink

Ludlow
I stumble around
my system in deep shock from
hot katz pastrami

Orchard
Tenement buildings
through a strange twist of fate
are now in vogue

Allen
the bargain districts
easily exploitable
by shiny black shoes

Eldridge
pad locks and iron gates
keep us safe, insulated
from those folks that want

Forsynth
behind the fences
safe from prying voyeur eyes
rests a headless bird

2nd ave
burnt out husks waiting
for the day they get face lifts
so they can compete

Bowery
gentrification
makes entire neighborhoods
as virile as mules

Elizabeth
I?m on the edge
of both safety and danger
liminality

Mott
video cameras
pay so much attention that
I feel important

Mulberry
excessive lugage
piled up on the corner
makes people jealous

Lafayette
private property
alienates everyone
but the chosen few

Crosby
incessant noises
exploding behind walls
drowns out all my thoughts

Broadway
hayseeds drop dollars
buying up designer gear
they?re groping for class

Mercer
the organism
transmutes itself constantly
trying to stay young

Green
everything changes
heavens for the destitute
they now house students

wooster
they see what they want
and so no one notices
all consuming filth

La Guardia
it?s all born flotsam
plastic sheets hanging from trees
keeping us grounded

Thompson
razor wire forbids
but its menacing aura
beckons like sirens

Sullivan
Nature?s allowed
to thrive in the city
only in cages

Macdoogle
although they?re hiding
I know that amongst the shops
I?ll find falafels

Ave Of the Americas
on 6th avenue
the side walk is lined with trash
and everyone smiles

Varick
everyone's fighting
stabbing backs and clawing eyes
to live in the sprawl

Hudson
The hot dog merchants
are said to have hands soaking
in there own urine

Greenwich
the bricks stacked so high
that their very existence
challenges the lord

washington
seems repetition
through its own monotony
offers us comfort

West
in the land of death
on the edge of the island
medics smoke cigars

Home

I am FINALLY home.

The last day on the island was a sad one. I woke up early and drove out to the beach to watch the sunrise (which I saved until my last morning). It was beautiful but I thought I was going to freeze because the wind was blowing so hard. I parked my car in line for the ferry as soon as I could and spend the rest of the morning walking around town and saying goodbye to Andrea. The ferry ride was amazing. The waves were so big that the water splashed all over the deck- and since my car was the second from the front, it was soaked. I have to admit that I cried when I got home. Im not exactly sure why.

I just got back from a trip to Vancouver Canada. It was my vacation before heading back to school.

Im nervous about being back in class.

I'm back

Well, I've sort of neglected writing this final entry for the last week. I've been back since the 18th and everything is starting to come into place again. Read on to see what happened in my final days. I left you in Paraparaumu.

Day 57 Paraparaumu

After writing my last entry I went about finding a campsite. I ended up sleeping on the beach under the stars. The weather had cleared since coming up north so I didn't worry about putting up a tent.

Day 58 - to Auckland by train

The train left at about 9:30 in the morning and I didn't get into Auckland until nearly 9:00 that night. It was a long train ride. When I wasn't sleeping I was being entertained by a family of five sitting a row in front of me. One of the kids, a little boy, always seemed to be getting himself into a lot of trouble. The culminated with getting his foot stuck in the toilet for over 20 minutes and causing much grief for his parents. Once getting into Auckland I found a backpackers on Queen's Street and went to sleep.

Day 59- Auckland

In the morning I met up with Lydia and we walked around town a little talking of our trips. We parted ways, and I went on to wander a little more. In the backpackers I was staying at one of the people working at the desk Thomas invited myself, a guy from Northern Ireland, and a guy from Santiago Chile who spoke almost no English to the big rugby match that night, between the Auckland Blues and the Western Stormers at Eden park. About 10 minutes before the game started we all took a taxi to the park and bought tickets for only $10. For Thomas the game was disappointing as the Stormers killed the Blues 51 to 23, but I was never the less happy, having never seen a professional rugby match before in person. After the game we caught another taxi back to downtown and went to a bar just around the corner from the backpackers where I embarrassed my self trying to play pool.

Day 60- Auckland .... again ....

Not much happened today. I bought and read the weekend herald, wandered around a little and watched a movie in the lounge at the backpackers.

Day 61- Auckland to Olympia

My last day in New Zealand. I mostly hung out around the backpackers all day. I caught a bus to the airport in the afternoon and when there repacked for my flight out. The plane ended up leaving at about 9:30 that night. Not much happened on the flight over. However at one point I went to blow my nose, and some how the entire bathroom was covered in blood afterwards. I guess the pressure change did something up there that wasn't agreeable. I really wish I took a picture of it though, it looked as if some one was killed or their head blew up or something happened along that line. I was able to clean up most of it on my own, and then called in a light attendant to help with the rest. My nose kept bleeding for another hour before it finally stopped. I arrived in L.A. at about 4:30, and because of security, and customs barely made my flight to Seattle, only getting to the gate 10 minutes before boarding. Once getting into Seattle I was picked up by my dad, rebecca, and kathryn and taken back to Olympia.

Final Words

All in all the entire trip was amazing and I could have easily spent 3 more months there if given the time. I'm very happy I decided to do it by bicycle, and hope to do more cycling tours in the future. My project didn't quite develop in the direction I thought it would, but hopefully it will turn out fine, once I get film developed and start printing. With that I leave you, and end this weblog.

I'm home

Hey all
Eric is home safe and soundly. The trip home was quite long, i left from santorini on sunday night and could not fall asleep on the boat, arriving in Athens at 6:00 in the morning i go to the hostel. My plane left at 6:20 in the morning on Tuesday so i didnt want to pay 16.50 for one night when i wasnt going to even stay the night. So they let me put my bag down and i walked around all day in Athens, from 6:00 to 11:00 pm and then took the bus to the airport. Slept a couple of hours there and then caught my plane ride. Overall between Saturday night and Tuesday night i had no good sleep and was zoned out beyond the point of insomnia. When i got home i could not sleep and layed awake for what felt like hours watching the cieling, perfectly content to not move one muscle in my body. Well i will see everyone soon and i cant wait to hear about everyones experiences.

April 24, 2004

home again, home again.......and it's fucking weird

well hello everyone. i am back and it is so weird. it feels like a dream. seeing american currency was a trip, it was seeing the dime that was handed back to me from the airport in georgia that did it for me, it's so small and silver and has a head on it. i also keep on throwing the toilet paper in the bin next to tthe toilet(in greece that's where it goes). my whole life of habbit was undone in 10 weeks and now i actually have to hold my hand over the toilet and open it and drop the paper in. it's a weird concept when you think about it. i miss the amayzing food the most, espically the oregano and paprika potato chips. well, i am a bit cracked out from more than 24 hours of traveling. see you all hopefully soon.

Home sweet home

First off, sorry I'm late in doing this blog. I have gotten home on late Tues. evening and have been readjusting to the material world and life in general in America. I have been catching up on my own journal and trying to read as many peoples' blogs as possible before I talk to them in class. I also have been catching up with friends who can't wait to see me.

Ok, so when I first got to taveuni in Fiji I thought of how great it would be to live there.

I met some travellers doing the "Round the World" airline ticket thing that I'm sure most informed college students know about. It's a chep ticket that allows you to go in one direction around the world travelling to mnay different countries and your flights are pretty flexible too. I thought that would be great, I want to do that next summer...

then around the 6th week I got homesick and thought that it would be tough to be far away from home for so long and at so many different places.

But by the same week, I had already met so many friends and family (I was really considered part of the family when staying in some homes) that cared for me and were very giving. They made it impossible NOT to love it there. Everyone asked if I would live on Taveuni some day. As far as living there, I had thought about it. Being subsistant and hard working on a farm, the kids are as happy as can be and not bored from playing too many game boy games. One traveller, April - originally from Australia, said this is where she is going to raise her kids. They are a third world country, many of the people in the below $6000 FJD ($3600 USD) range, making them officially in poverty. But the kids are always happy, usually not fussy, and well fed. Once, while having breakfast in a village, a small boy was walking outside, and the family asked him if he'd eaten yet. He didn't give a straight answer and so they were yelling at him to come and eat some breakfast. The boy ended up running away. There is always someone looking outside, ready to invite anybody that walks by to come and eat.

When people would ask me if I would be coming back to Taveuni, I told them if I can save up money after paying off the loan that I took to come here in the first place. The amount of money I spent on the plane ticket is an unfathomable amount of money for the Fijians that live here. Most of the islanders have maybe taken the ferry to other Fijian islands, but there are a small few who have been to Australia or New Zealand, and even smaller few anywhere else. The truth is, i may want to explore other places and not go back to the same place. But it would be interesting to follow Thurson Clark's lead and follow up on an island I have visited and see how it has changed since I had been there.

So with all the friends, family, beautiful scenery, beautiful weather, and still unexplored land since my island was a fairly big one, it was very difficult to know that I was gonna have to leave, and there was no extending my flight. Many of my friends asked if I could stay longer, but I told them I couldn't, as long as I wanted credits to graduate from college.

So I had very mixed feelings, happy to be going home but sad to be leaving everyone and everything that had helped make my first eight weeks farthest from home so homely. I left one family, my friend Joe's (who was the first person to invite me to drink kava and had been my teacher for much of the Fijian language and culture.) and his mother-in-law, the mother and main cook of the house, had tears in her eyes as I hugged her good bye. One uncle Paulo gave me three Fijian fans that he made. Another family I said goodbye to told me to write each of them individually and send them Reggae Cd's (they had a Cd player that actually worked. Many families HAD one, but the kids got a hold of it or something happened and things don't last long in Fiji, because what's yours is mine and it rarely changes with expensive equipment.) One woman, Fina, gave me the first mat she ever wove, from the panderas tree. It was only 4 square feet and it was an honor. She also gave me a beatiful shell.

My last day was kinda hectic. I had to go to the bank, go to a few stores for souveniers, stop by a village for something I forgot and catch a plane a 2:55 in the afternoon. Intead of trying to go to the bank, I just boorowed money from my friend, Richard, who is a Taro root buyer so has alot of money from the company he works for. I bought two cane knives, a bunch of shirts and sarongs (sulus) and 3 kg bag of kava to bring home, none of which is illegal to bring back into the US. We dorve to the bank, I paid him back, I bought more souveneirs. So here I am, this cheap ass tourist for 8 weeks, and then buying all this stuff and finally living up to the storeowners expectations. They were beginning to thinkI was a local, speaking Fijian and not buying any thing but the essentials. Ha, fooled them. Anyway, Richard gave me a ride as far as the village where I left my torch, accidentally. I said I'd write and got the torch said goodbye again and waited for about a 1/2 hour to an hour for a ride, taxi, anything that would get me to one more house I had left stuff at (the first house I had stayed at) and then the Airport in 2 hours. Finnally a taxi already filled with people came by and it turned out to be the smae taxi driver that brought me from the airport to the first place I stayed, the place I was on my way to before going to the airport. So Isikele (Petro, the name he tells tourists and me until I saw him more often and he started giving me free rides) dropped me off at the first accomidation I had stayed at and I told him I needed a ride in a 1/2 hour to the airport so he said he'd drop off his other passengers and come back for me. I gave final gifts to the family and said goodbye as Isikele came back and dropped me off at the airport. I paid him $2.00 for the total ride, when a tourist would normally pay around $12. It was a perfect end to my eight weeks on Taveuni. Isikele had shown me and taken me to my first place to stay and now took me back to the airport and saw me off. It was almost like Deja Vu, except my pack was 20 pounds heavier than it was when I came.

The rest is all regular stuff. Late airplanes, drinkin duty-free bailey's, sleeping sitting up, getting swollen feet, getting really stiff and jetlagged, missing your flight, re-scheduling, and running to your flight only to wait at security for them to hand check all your film. On my flight from LA to Seattle, I met I guy who oversees his Costco-like business called Cost You Less. There is one in Fiji and Guam and Hawaii and four in the carribean, so he gets to travel to this places a few times a year. He was on the same flight as me and knew all the regular flight times and "knew if [he] missed the 4:14 flight the next was the 5:12..." This guy was a pro. So anyway, I got to the airport to my Mommy and Daddy waiting for me. The hunter became hunted when they called my name and took a sneaky picture of me. We went and ate at the same diner we ate at right before my flight to Fiji, except my Grandparents were there that time. I had nice greasy, fried american food and it was quite different than the food I had eaten in Fiji: Stews with Taro; Fish with coconut cream; noodles, cocnut cream, bele (a leafy green veg.), tuna, and taro; curry and flatbread; curry and rice; stew and cassava; tea and biskets; pancakes made with coconut cream and more.

So that's it. I dropped off the 52 rolls of slide film at the Phot Center at Evergreen. I get waves of culture shock, I get waves of excitement to be home, where I get all giddy, and jump and I have a wave of energy. This is such a wierd experience, but I am glad to have experienced it, and I am glad to have experienced it with many others in my class. We were not alone, and we are not alone now as we can compare and contrast our experiences and teach each other about different island experiences. Thank you all for reading, and have a fantastic day.

Ni sa bula vinaka i vale! (Have a wonderful welcome back home!)

Love,

Jon Huey - Traveller and Photographer

I'm back.

Aloha! I just arrived at Evergreen today, and I was greeted with "welcome back" rather than "e como mai." My last day in Hawaii was fantastic- I got to do some work in a lo'i (taro field) and really get in touch with the aina (land)- Seriously, I was up to my knees in muddy water! Gosh, so much to take care of now- gotta get my student ID sticker for this quarter so I can ride the bus, and do a new assignment for my RA position (I was accepted for next year- I'll be the RA for P and Q) Plus, I need to go buy groceries, celebrate Earth Day, unpack, and start pulling all of the parts of my project together into a presentation format. I was checking on my digital photos today, and three cds of more than 500 of my digital photographs are corrupted or damaged. Oh well, cest la vie! I'm left with less pictures than I thought I had and will have to re-think my presentation to some degree...perhaps this will save me time in the editing process, yeah? Oh! I know! I'll talk to Nadine and see if I can get some help with my presentation from Hui o' Hawai'i! Oh yeah, I need to call a public television programming company in Honolulu to see if I can some footage from them for my project! I have there number somewhere! Eek! For now, I'm going to bed. I'm SOO TIRED! At least I made it back safely... I MISS HAWAI'I ALREADY! I swear! I was just getting the hang of the "local" lingo- people noticed that I was talking funny when I came home! Yeah, let's see how long I can keep this up brah! I feel a little lolo (stupid) now, because I don't feel quite like I belong here anymore. I've never felt such a strong connection with a place as I have felt in Hawaii. I was encouraged to Hana Hou (return/continue/encore)- I just might have to do that! For now, I'll just try to learn how to play my ipu...and I'll probably join Hui o' Hawaii and help with the luau to maintain that close feeling of ohana (family)! Mahalo nui loa (much much thanks) to everyone who has helped this haole mutt with his project!
Aloha nui,
Jeremy Stutes

April 23, 2004

Leaving in Reverse

Four movies and one missed flight later...

and here I am. Home.

Today I ran into Luke on the trail down to the beach here on campus. Seeing him reminded me that I needed to write this for ya'll.

I'm really excited about the meeting on monday! But until then, I have to get down to the business of being back home. Mail to open and reply to, a fridge to fill with fresh food, movies to see, and a boyfriend to snuggle.

love,
marsha-anne

Home Diggity

I'm back in Washington. When I was gone I missed being here, and now that I'm back, I miss being there. Went to the grocery store, about 8 times the size of the one I've been going to every day. I DROVE there, didn't walk. The lady bagged my groceries, instead of me loading them into bags myself. They had mac n cheese. The kiwis aren't as good here. Milk from a plastic carton, instead of the cardboard boxes of milk. I didn't have to buy bottled water because the tap water here is drinkable.

Everything's different. It's what I was used to I suppose, but now it all seems foreign to me.

Back to the norm....I got home Wednesday!!!

Sad to say I am home....I had a hard time leaving my island I have GROWN TO LOVE!!! Back to doing my normal things, The worst part about the whole comin' home thing is that you really don't leave where you left off before you left (if that made any sense...but you know what I am trying to say). I came home and my mom says ?here?s all your mail?...bills that have to be paid, letters that have to be read,,,geezzz! I go from being a carefree, relaxed, no worries, interested in everything to reality...LIFE! The second worst thing is the packing up what you have to bring home! I left with two suitcases and came back with 5 suitcases!!! My mom brought back 2 for me and YES I got nailed with the extra charge for a over weight bag and having a extra bag! But I am glad that I am home I missed my bed, my bathroom, my car...all MY things....but I didn't miss Seattle as much as I thought I would! It was beautiful weather the day after I got home which was surprising?but of courses that was short lived. Popeye is having a hard time adjusting to the weather?he can?t be outside for more that 5 minutes?just enough time to do his business! I definantly plan on returning to Sanibel one of these days! It has been the best experience I have ever had....and by far the best class that I have ever taken at Evergreen.

Missing it, Returned, Came Back


Mounts, volcanoes, dangerous bodies of water, the wind. From the plane leaving the birth place of the winds (Adak?s motto) I ask myself when will I returned, when is it that I?ll come back again to this island. I miss it already, kind of got attached. Feelings of anxiety of returning to Washington seeing trees, family and friends, returning to class. I didn?t ever write everything in my blogs, some of the things I did forget to put in, I did erase some of my entries once they were posted on the web. March was crazy, I was ready to loose it. Maybe I?ll go back in August for crab season and see a different Adak that I?ve been told about, since the grass will be green, more birds are seen at that time of the year too. During the summer there is less snow and more fog I was also told.
So I?m back. Arrived around midnight last night.

Back on the mainland...

So I made it back without any troubles. That is to say for the first couple of days life was very good to me. Then I started getting sick. Yesterday my throat was so sore I couldn't eat or drink anything. So naturally I went to the doctor to see why this was happening to me. I found out that I had managed to get infected with strep throat during my final plane ride. Needless to say this put a small crimp on my day. I'm doing better today. I was able to eat breakfast and even managed to get some rollerblading in. My back is starting to feel the lack of weight and I'm not sure if it's happy with me or if it just wants to go backpacking for a few more years. Either way I'm ecstatic to be home. I've seen a lot of fantastic things in my adventures and now it is the time to collect my thoughts and start working out a presentation. This marks the end of this web-log and the end of this particular chapter in my life. I have to admit, I've immensely enjoyed writing this. I also loved reading the comments from all you wonderful people. I hope that all is well in your respective worlds and I will be seeing everyone very soon. If I'm not willing to give hugs out all around please understand, I have strep and it's just one of those things I'd rather to keep to myself. Rest assured the hugs will be coming after I'm well. I cannot fully express in words how happy this program has made me. I have finally had the life altering experience that I so desperately needed, and I thank you all for it. Have a fabulous lifetime each and every one of you. Much aloha to you all.
Love, Kimo

Home is where the...I don't think this is home...

I'm back. Disillusioned, and I think I'll be working overseas again as soon as possible. I don't have much love for this place, but I'm going to try again harder this time. I'm alone now, you see, and I suppose this makes it easier to focus. One main characteristic of my island experience was "We'll take things as they come" and just see what the day brings, judging how I feel in that moment. I wonder if I can do that here. I'm quite tired, and actually I think I'll continue to hide in the woods at my mum's place for a couple of days. I don't want to face those SUV's, strip malls and I-5's just yet. I will come out of my hole to see all of you, though. And I'm really looking forward to it. See you all on Monday, dear readers.

Aloha

Aloha from Hawaii. Yeah I know I've been out of touch again. Things have been kind of crazy for me lately. In the last week I was in Chuuk we had power all of 6 houres. Guam was absolutly nuts, and even Honolulu seems crazy to me. I'm glad I've had some time to ajust before getting back. I probibly would have scaired a lot of you. I'm still reallly wearded out by society off Chuuk so when you see me again just bear with me. I went though a lot out there. I'm coming back tomarrow so I'll see you soon.
Love
Curt

About to split!

So I made it to Bangkok and I am staying on the famed Ko Sahn Rd. It is very Farang oriented and this is the same place where I ran into my friend Jed from Juneau earlier in this trip. I really wish I would have stayed here when I first came to Thailand. The energy from all the travellers is really good to be around and it is an interesting place to pick up tips. I would definetly suggest staying here if ever you plan a backpacking trip to Thailand, I would also suggest staying in the D&D hotel because it is great! There is a pool on the roof and all the people staying there are young and fun. The pool is kinda like going to heaven because you take the elevator all the way up to the roof then step off and nestled amongst traditional thai shaped pagodas is a beautiful pool sourounded by lots and lots of sun bathers, and lets face it, they're european sun bathers so you know what that means... There is also a bar up there that serves food and drinks. What a great spot! I have made some nice friends already and that is another reason for starting here, it would be easy to find travel friends here. Anyway I have to run cause I have a full day of shopping ahead of me. If anybody wants somehting let me know! I will soon be back in Oly! Love -Tim

April 22, 2004

back home!

Wow, its so crazy to be back home on my wonderful northwest island. After a wonderful last dinner in Madrid and series of seemingly neverending flights I was greeted at the airport by my fabulous parents. I will spend a couple of days with good home-cooked meals and then back down to Oly with my wonderful friends. Its a funny thing though, all that recycled air of the planes just never fails to damage my system for a few days. I was sick upon arrival to my island and now I am sick upon return. I suppose I shall pop a few cloves of garlic now. See you all Monday and take care.
Love,
Crissey

Safe and Sound at Home

I made it! I am back home and it is such a happy relief to be here. But just to make things a little funny, my luggage got lost somewhere. So I am home but my backpack is lost somewhere out there in some bustling airport luggage room. but I really don't even care! I am home and safe and have eaten a wonderful late night meal with my family and now I will get to conk out in my very own bed. Oh how much I love my bed, and my pillow that is perfect. It is so great to be back, all the animals were happy to see me. The dogs jostling for my attention and my sweet kitties were even happy to have me home, or at least I think so.
It already feels like I haven't been gone..like it was all just a dream or maybe I was only gone for week. It feels strange, like I didn't acomplish anything. Right now feels even more peculiar cause I don't have anythings to show for it. I just got out of the car and walked into the house, like normal. I didn't have my backpack or anything. And now I can't pull out the trinkets and maps or anything to prove that I have been gone, that I have been to Malta and Croatia!!!! Most Americans couldn't even point out those two wonderful countries on a globe. But I have been there, I have lived there! But without my luggage I can't prove it! Or at least that is the way it feels right now. But maybe everything will feel different in the morning. I definalty do need a good night's rest. I have been traveling on planes, trains, boats and buses for the last 3 days and none of them are very conducive to sleep. So I am to wash my face, brush my teeth and fall into a deep, deep, deep sleep...........

Quick Blog (home again)

I'm back in Chicago right now and will be returning to Olympia in a few days. The past couple weeks have been go go go. Now it's time to reflect on my experience and rest for a couple of days. I'll see you all back in Washington, and I hope you all had safe travels.

What we come home to, and what we leave behind. 4/22

Well, it took a while, but I am home now. I had a 40-something hour day yesterday that started in Guam at 4:30 am, went through tokyo and ended in my bed on that much different island, whidbey. 40 hours that were techincally all in the same day too. That was after 4 hours sleep and another day full of flying. It goes without saying that a home-coming after a trip like this is very emotional, but what those emotions are is not always clear. I had no idea that I would feel so hesitant to leave. I usually get nervous before a long trip or big change like this, but this time was different, anxious. When the time came to go to the airport, I came the closest I think I've ever come to having an anxiety attack. I was looking forward to coming home, but I didn't want to leave. I had an overwhelming feeling that I wasn't done with Kosrae yet. But I think that I'll go into that in more detail in a later entry. I'm writing this just to say "I'm home.... I made it." For now I'm eating as much good ahset food as possible, and resting. Jetlag follows me like a Kosraen cloud, and I've got a pile of z's on the tip of my tounge. I'll see all you islanders on monday, and the rest of you it might be give or take a while.
Blog out, and Happy Napping.
Randy

April 21, 2004

I'm not home yet...

So I flew in california last thursday, and I've been slowly working my way up the coast. I'm in eugene right now, but I'll probably be back by friday...

Quick entry...

I'm leaving Patong in the AM and I made the most of my last day here by enjoying the sunny beach and getting a little more sun on my skin before I'm back in the tropical weather of Washington. Tommorrow I'll be in Bangkok and doin some shopping then at 7am on the 24th I'll be boarding my fun 17 hour flight back. School starts again on the 26th. Have fun everybody!

Home is Where the Harpoon is------->>>>>

It feels very strange to be back here in Olympia/Tumwater. Can't exactly say why but it sure does.

My allergies have woken up and I'm a snotty sneeze factory.

I wonder if this is the end of the blogs?

hmmmm.

Such a big part of my Island experience--hanging out to hang on every word everyone typed and now it's over--is my usefulness complete? heh heh more of that home-grown Wrangell island paranoia.

heh heh heh heh heh heh

Tears, Panic and Way too much Stressssss

oh things went so much worse than i could have expected. The rome office of STA tried to be helpful but ended up causing me much more trouble. they said could change my ticket for only$25, which is true if i a had a paper ticket in my hand but i didn't and we didn't relieze this key information until later. so i followed their advice and called stupid US Airways and told them i wanted to cancel my flight home, per STA guidiance. oh and if i could have eaten those words my life would have been so much easier today. but cest la vie. it happends. so anyway for about an hour today i was left with NO WAY HOME. no ticket exsisted to get little rika back home again. the horrible us airways agent said "sorry once you cancel your flight, it can't be undone". even though it was the same damm lady from ten minutes earlier. ooohhhh! she still makes me upset. so then once i was totaly freaking out in a public train station i decided to call home. cause i was supposed to let my mom know when i would be arriveing at seatac. so then as soon as my mama answered, the tears let loose., "mom, i don't know what to do. i can't get home. " poor mom, i think it had to be after midnight sometime. and my phone card was running out cause i had spent the last hour and a half on the phone and on hold. so i tell her the basics and the phone card cuts out. oh God that is the worse feeling. so i go find another card and calm down and call home again. so to make a long and agonizing tale shorter, my mom saved my hide. she got hold of a US Airways angent with a bit more claught/clout(sp?) and was able to make my ticket re-materalize. so i do get to go back home!! YAY! so right now i am back in rome after a day spent on the train and i will be spending the night at the airport. be cause i will not be missing my flight tomorrow!! or ever again in my life!!

April 20, 2004

Merrie Monarch Hula Festival

Well, this past week has been interesting. I went to Hilo for the 41st Annual Merrie Monarch Festival. Here's some of the highlights of my week.

- Watched Hula Halau Keali'i O Nalani (Kumu Keali'i Ceballos) from Los Angeles, CA dancing in heavy rain on Sunday
- Met a lady from Washington also doing research on Hula (not for academics)
- Learned about Hilo, Hawaii and how Merrie Monarch changes it
- Stayed (for free) with a local caterer who fed me WONDERFUL food
- Purchased a beautiful Ipu (gord drum) at a crafts fair
- Saw performances by Halau from Japan and New Zeland on Wednesday
- Attended the Miss Aloha Hula Festival on Thursday and sat with Hula Halau Keali'i O Nalani
- Watched the Kahiko (traditional) Hula Competition on TV on Friday with a local male hula dancer - very insightful
- Watched the Auana (modern/creative) Hula Competition on Saturday on TV
- Browsed the websites of numerous fashion designers during the week (you've gotta love the new D&G collection!)
- and other stuff- now, I'm back in Honolulu, heading to a meeting with a representative from the Office of Hawaiian affairs. It's been fun dahlings! Ta ta!!

Gypsies and Adam Sandler

I began my day by deciding to stick around Phuket and find a place I hadnt yet explored. I chose the "gypsy sea village" on the west portion of the island. I found a tuk-Tuk and due to traffic, slowly left patong. the village was not what I expected at all. I thought it would be a small town on stilts in the ocean like I had seen pictures of. Instead it was an impoverished village along a mud flat next to the ocean. it was definetly interesting to drive through and observe. One of my main observations was that my idea of island cultures made an assumption that most people living on islands around the world had extra girth to their size due to an abundance of seafood. So far all of Thailand has not shown me this to be true. Instead most of the people are very thin and short in stature. Until today.... The women of the village tended to be very wide. I was surprised by this observation and it was somehting I would have most likely never noticed in a western culture. however, in thailand the women of all ages remain very small and usually thin, except in this village.

I was invited, with my Tuk-tuk driver over to a table of THai people eating and drinking. There was multiple families and many smiles as well as a well drank bottle of thai whiskey. I indulged, and sat with them for about 45 minutes. They joked and had fun and tried to include me as much as their english allowed. It was very fun and made the poverty lessen. From there the driver and I went around the island and saw an abalone farm and a couple large rubber plantations. He dropped me in Phuket town where I went to watch a movie. the movie was Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymoore in "50 first dates". It was a romantic comedy but was pretty funny. I was so glad I finally went to a movie here, because I thought the movies would in general be the same as in the U.S. Instead, directly before the movie began and the previews had finished, a homage for the king was requested and all members of the audience stood for the entirety of a short pictorial celebration of their royal patriarch. Wow was this interesting to see. Other than the giant photos of the royal family along the highways and the poster photos of them in every business and household. I hadnt really seen any action of Thai patriotism towards their leader. It was quite an eye opener.

From there I came back to my hotel and now over here, to use the internet at trusty, old, "Siam Internet". I purchased my airline tickets to Bangkok today for 68 dollars and on the 21st I'll be heading that direction. Then at 7am on the 24th I'll be boarding a plane back to Washington. To be honest I saw Alaska on that "50 first dates" movie, and felt a bit homesick. The movie ended up being quite poignant due to its location on an island in Hawaii (as half of my geo group is) and his desire to sail his boat to Alaska. All of it was good stuff to reflect on. Thats all for now... Have fun! Love -Tim

P.S. Tom, thank you for writing such fantastic comments for me. You've really been a great support and a strong source for constructive personal reflection. -Thanks so much, your friend -Tim

back home....sort of

well....i guess i didn't really bother thinking about blogging or checking my e mail.....it pretty much slipped my mind the moment i stepped foot on US soil. but, yes, it's true....i'm home. that is to say i arrived in San Francisco a week ago, and this place is way more my home than olympia is anyways...... except that the windowless unit #3088 which contains all my earthly belongings is in olympia, not here. But all of this is beside the point.....I'll be flying to seattle tomorrow. after a quick trip to Whidbey Island (my other home) and Bellingham, I suppose I'll be ready to jump into school. see you soon.

let the journey home began

well this is it. it is 7:40pm on tuesday evening and i start the process of getting back home in a 1/2 hour. ugh, it is going to be bad, i just know it. i obviously didn't plan this croatia trip very well. but i have no regrets. the only ferry back to italy leaves at 11pm tonight, i have got my ticket. my flight from rome to the states leaves at 11am tomorrow. and there is not much of a chance that i am going to make it back in time for my flight. so i have accepted the fact that i will miss my flight. shoot! but what ya gonna do? i have called the STA office here in Zagreb and supposedly it is only going to cost me $25. which i hope is true. ugh! it still sucks. but all said, i am still extremely happy that i came to croatia. i have absolutly fallen in love with this country, and will definalty be back. i have also learned from this week, that it is ok to travel by myself. i do fine on my own. and that is a really good thing for me to have learned. i certainly have a lot of respect for you guys that did two whole months on your own. i don't know how i would have done for that long. ugh all i can think about right now is all the sitting and being bored i have in front of me. ugh i hate that part of traveling. oh this is kind of funny,but today i went into a bookstore and guess what book i should see sitting on the shelf but none other than "The Art of Travel" . how apropriate! i guess the journey home is just as much a part of the travel experiance as the Anticipation of Departure and the Arrival. so here i go, although i would be kind of happy to just stay here. but i am looking forward to seeing all you guys again. i had a dream last night about the homecoming and presentations. what i mostly remember was the New Zealand A's (?) (the matty, chris and dan group) presentation being very funny and entertaining. which i am sure will be true. i guess i am excited to be coming home!

Heart Strings Stretched, Woman's Feelings Mixed, say witnesses

It is the second to last day here. How do you soak it all up one last time? How do you focus so that you can take a piece of experience with you? I don't trust my memory. It's too selective and over time I may forget those moments where messages were hidden for me, and I missed them. I might forget those surges of true happiness, those feelings of fleeting immortality that flickered across my mind when I scaled the Haast Pass in that small car, or when I basked in the glow of family love, forgiveness, and unquestioning acceptance on those cicada-soundtrack nights.
I still feel that there are things left for me here. Memories did not overpower my experience here as much as startling revelations of current abilities. I feel lucky that I have New Zealand and Australia always to go back to, to listen to people have conversations about the World, to see Kiwis off adventuring, to know that New Zealand is one of the few safe places left in a world that is largely going to pieces.
My opinions of the United States and its affect on the world have been altered. It is important, so incredibly important, to learn about the world and its people rather than focusing on one country's internal problems only. The United States will become more and more targeted by other countries that see the ignorance of the U.S. government, and I start to realize that we are not so safe as we think we are. Smugness will be our downfall.
This is not to say that I feel resentment towards the United States. There are wonderful things about living in America that bitter people wouldn't understand. But I think it can definitely improve, and that must begin with a more outward-looking populace.
I have experienced hostility from people in Washington when I tell them I go to Evergreen. Because of this I've been ashamed to tell people about my school. Conservatives (or merely ignorant locals) think we are traitors, "reds" and that we talk and protest, and achieve nothing.
In New Zealand, however, the goals of Evergreen are greatly admired by all I've talked to, because any sign that Americans are looking at alternatives to their education system and ways of teaching history and politics is a very promising sign.
In sum, it's good to know that we are appreciated by someone, somewhere!
I have mixed feelings, yes, but oddly, no sadness in the mix. There is more hope for me now than there has been in years. I thank Jin, Sally, and the entire class of Islands for giving me this opportunity.

Just When it's Getting Good

The weather, that is. Wrangell perks up considerably and all the good stuff starts to happen when the sun comes out. There is yet another layer of richness in the air that seems to enliven people to get up and out. KSTK has been having their spring fundraiser which is always fun. I helped out and answered phones yesterday and it was cool till my mom called from the 'mergency room seems my nephew twisted his bad ankle and when my mom saw him he was completely purple and hived out all over his entire body from an unrelated medicine allergy. My mom (god love her) thrives on crisis so I had to huff up to the hospital and be the good family man hanging (seems my dad was in the shit because he didn't stop in to see his boy--"gramma only said he had a rash!"--reports grampa)

This is my last day in Wrangell and all I have to record with is my mind. I've shot all my slides and digital video.

The time alotted for liminality on this trip is so brief, as it's just about a two hour trip with the time change so heading from here to home isn't that big of a change. I know I've acclimated to the home 'smell' and when I get home tonight all my stuff will smell like 'home' and not home.

I haven't spent time with the people I wanted to, as in old friends, but I was able to spend time with people I wanted to. I'm feeling a bit overbalanced about the documentation kit--some stuff I've got loads of and other areas are a bit thin. OH well, a balanced life at thirty three is not something I've yet achieved. It's been great reading about peoples' arrival home to see the tone of their entries and gauge their experiences. It has been good checking blogs so often and I've helped a couple people out here and there so hopefully it was worth it. It was for me, I know, but you know.

okay, I'm not leaving Wrangell with too much wisdom--I feel like I have rocks in my head.

See you on the other side.

April 19, 2004

vegas phish

flying directly from a meditative state on a plane into a plain of abstract colorul utter nonsense. Two nights phish vegas. Very tired. welcome backs are always nice from phriends.

A night with the "boys" (adult version, so kids dont read)

Well after I finished all my sailing courses I was invited to Patong for a night out with my sailing instructor "Andrew", The boss at Yacht Pro "Rob", and the man who actually owned one of the yachts we took out "Allen". I arrived to a restaurant where we all ordered italian pasta. It was strange but at 500 baht each it managed to tip the scales as one of my most expensive meals in THailand to date. Definetly not a place I would have chose for myself, but the food was good and it was an interesting beginning to an interesting evening.

Rob, began taking us to "go go" bars where women dance on a stage in skimpy clothing. They werent nude but close. All the men were amazed that I hadn't yet frequented one of these establishments. I explained it didnt lend itself to a very communicatable environment... Andrew and I have become pretty good friends and though he is 40yrs old he and I are similar in our outlooks on the world. In other words, the go go bars werent his bag either. It was interesting to observe the other men in the places, and the interactions between the men and the women and lucky for me I'm a little too young to gain any significant attention from the girls that work there.

From those places we wandered to a couple other bars then Rob took the reins and told us he knew of a great place where we would have our minds blown. In Thailand there are bars then there are areas where there is one roof covering a plethora of open air bars underneath. These establishments are called "soys". In Patong there is a particularly large soy which is staffed virtually entirely by transexual women. Men that have undergone or are undergoing different levels of transexuality to become women. Of course this was exactly where we went with Rob. He took us all the way through to the very end of the block-deep soy and into a cabaret show called "moulin rose". The place was extremely well put together and the decor was of a much higher level than I have been use to in Thailand. I later was told that the man who owned the cabaret show alos owned the restaurant we ate at. We watched a song and dance and comedy performance by "lady boys" or "Katoys". It was entertaining and well rehearsed and the comedy was pretty funny. They were usually half dressed and the whole thing was bizzarre but still intriguing. We stayed only for three performances or songs then went out. Admitadely my comfort levels had been approached to there tops but, at the same time I had never experienced anything like this and figured I might learn something about myself. When we left I assumed we would leave the soy and go to another place, instead Rob insisted that we sit at the first bar. Instantly we were surrounded by scantily clad, surgically enhanced, katoy girls. It was self enlightening to relax uncomfortabilities and bridge potential prejudices. I think in truth, that the accepting nature of Thailand aided me in this process.

Eventually we left and Andrew and I left Allen and Rob to go to some discos. THe older men went some place else, assumably back to the Katoy soy or more go go's. I had a lot of fun dancing and I went back to my hotel. Andrew tiredly and unintelligently rode his motorbike back to kamala. The next day I had made plans to meet with Erica, and Andrew to say goodbyes. I met with Andrew who was hung over from the night before and played a few games of pool -side note... I am getting okay at playing Thai rules pool, and I'll teach anyone who wants to learn- then Erica came and we played a few more games. Rob had told her about the night before, so she was eager to see the cabaret show we had attended. So for two nights out in a row, I went to a transexual, partially nude, Thai, lipsynched, song and dance show. Again we went out to the bar right outside of the Moulin Rose, but this time a few of the Katoy girls recognized Andrew and I... By the end of the night a man came around with a polaroid camera and took our picture with a topless katoy lady. It is one of the gems I have collected from this trip! we all four took a great picture and Erica and the katoy girl "Shaw", kissed the picture cover while wearing lipstick, then signed it. What a weird couple of days!

To add a little more humor... I was recently asked by a friend why I wasnt with a girlfriend, and in turn, if I was gay. I answered, "after last night and the night before sexuality has become a very confusing concept. What is the rule if I admired an ex-man's new vagina?"

Many of the Katoy girls in the bar exposed themselves again and again obviously proud of the expensive new additions to their bodies...

I am so interested to read the comments off of this one... LOL! Have fun and keep an open mind! Its a strange world! -Tim

P.S. if this offended anyone, it wasnt my intent, I simply was trying to share a short series of interesting events.

Home

Okay, Walty - et al, I'm here in Olympia, safe home. Hope everyone's either safely back or packing. I came home a little earlier than most. Trying to adjust to chilly cloudy weather...and being back among far too many belongings which I'm going to start shedding this summer. It was been an experience beyond description. Love to everyone. Dorothy

Home in my Fare

I got back to Olympia late Sunday night (18th) and couldn't sleep until I unpacked and looked at my shells etc. Difficult transition for many reasons but I feel especially grateful for all the lessons I have learned on the journey, especially from Huahine herself!

By the way I flew over to Huahine for 8 hours on Friday (my last full day in Polynesia) for one last look, one last lunch with Marty and Dorothy (excellent poisson cru and sashimi) and a little more filming in Fare proper. It was worth it in every way: a. to see if my feelings had changed about the island {No}, b. to say good-bye again without blubbering {Yes}, and c. to verify that I can return anytime I want to {Yes, although it will be more than a 15 minute plane flight!}.
I am beginning to sort through my images and sounds (1540 digital images for example) and to think about how I want to proceed with my project. I haven't budged from home today, however. It's raining here. I can remember the sunlight and the colors so that is important.

Maeva (Welcome) to all you fabulous Islanders as you begin to trickle back into Olympia this week. I look forward to hearing all the stories and seeing your faces next Monday. It is hard to think about ending this blog...so I think I will keep posting a few images as I work with them and my impressions of the next few weeks.

home, but not so jiggety-jig

The return presented even more of liminality than the arrival did, I think. For me, it was again about language: Tahitian-French-English, then just French-English, then just English. I felt myself drifting farther and farther away from the island and the life there.

The trip is a long one--12 hrs of flying and 12 hrs of waiting in Pape'ete and Honolulu--but Sal and I were good companions until we parted in Honolulu, and I've finished the 6th (out of 12) novel in Powell's _Dance to the Music of Time_. Quite an accomplishment, if I do say so.

All is well at home. Elinor (now 20 months old) and I are hanging out today, and I say thankgod for her nap--we both had a long one.

I haven't begun to unpack, and re-live the experiences that got my clothes so dirty, that stained the suitcase, etc.

Santorini's beauty and Athens scum

This is a hard transition to go from the magically intense nature of Santorini to the dirtiness of Athens. Instead of seeing rugged cliffs, white stained churches, mediterrainian on ever side of you and hiking everywhere you look I see smog, motorcycles going 30 miles an hour on the sidewalk and construction every other block. Although i did get to go to the Acropolis museum this time around because last time it was closed because it want tourist season. I liked this museum as much as Iraklieo's which houses the vast majority of Mioan cultures objects. I learned alot about the history of the Acropolis that i had never heard before. It has been destroyed like 6 times and each time they they created new statues of pertinent signifigance for that time. So this museum had almost complete statues of someone fighting a hydra or of a lioness killing a bull. These things were larger than life and they're muscles looked so real and frozen in a constant state of flex. There was a big statue of posiedon holding his infamous lightning bolt.
Today is one of the first days in a long time that i have felt sleep deprived because i was on the ferry back to Athens last night and it was swaying pretty bad so i was stuck with my head down but not actully getting any sleep. Then i arrive at the hostel at about 6:00 in the morning and they say that i need some flimsy stupid looking internation hostelling card, my International youth travelers card wasn't good for them. So they said i could keep my bag there and now I have just been walking around Athens, seeing all the sights for one last time and then tonight I'll camp out at the airport untill 6:00 in the morning. So this will be one intense reflection in time to come. Well this internet is costing me quite a bit and i want to catch my last litlle bit of sunlight so i will go and the next time you here from me i will be in the comfort of my own home. Good luck to everyone and i cant wait to see and hear from you all in person again. Ciao!

America: Where the toilet paper goes in the Toilet

sights and experiences from my first 24 hours back in America Land.

Lines
Control
Traffic Arteries
Apartment Blocks

Beer
Cigarettes
Cartoons
Punk Rock

Cell Phone
Baggage
Dive Dinner
Free Coffee Refills

Cement
Trees
Glass Walls
Big Cars

April 18, 2004

Going home

Im going home tomorrow.

I know Ive said it before but I cant believe that these two months are actually up. Looking back, the time here seems like it has been short. Too short. I wish I could just stay forever.

BUT.....I was talking to Andrea (the owner of the hostel) today and she told me to keep in touch because in another year or so they're going to be looking for someone to manage the place and was wondering if I might be interested (although it IS a long time away). They're giving the person they hire the entire upstairs (where they currently live) and all they have to do is live there and run the place. Can you even imagine?? What a dream that would be.

Other than that Im just trying to pack and tie up the rest of my loose ends. I cant believe that on Tuesday morning Im going to wake up back in my own bed. What am I going to do without this place? The weather has been beautiful and it just makes me want to change my plans and never go back to Olympia....haha.

Time to spend my last day at the beach!

A Walk in the Clouds

This week has been never ending fun and I finally got to go on the ultimate excursions and see this little island open up with rolling hills of green and speckled with little colored houses, draped in a curtain of clouds. Early this week I was scrambling around the city to finish my last works on the list of things to do. I managed to get the key to the roof of the building i live in, to draw my birds eye viem map, and took the elevator to the surface of the world it seemed. 18 floors and looking down on a city of madness. you never realize how complicated, jet a complete organized chaos a city is from above. no wonder los parajos no vuelvan locos como nosotros. (the birds dont go crazy like we do) i spent at least 2 hours up there looking down on everything shooting videos, photos and attempting to draw the compicated scenery below me melting into the sea. then wednesday was when i went on an excursion all around the north part of the island driving around the curvy little roads all through the mountains and the green pine trees. I also got to see some of the caves that the guanches lived in before the spanish came. i can only imagine their body type, digging homes out of volcanic rock. woah!
i felt the essence of washington that day, its amazing how much the geography changes within such a small space. one moment you have warm beaches, the next mountains of green and deep revines, rain and chilled foggy air, the next moment arid dessert and no trees to be found. it was good to get out of the city for a while to breathe again and to see the parts of the island i thought i would never get a chance to see because you cant get to them on the bus. then began the weekend. on thursday we went out of course to the same crazy disco we always go to. on friday we went to un alcedero (a bbq) with some friends way deep in the rolling hills, in this little casa, so cute and small and freezing cold, where we cooked up some meat and spent the night laughing so
hard my face hurt. they kept telling jokes and because its hard for me to follow them in spanish they would then act them out and try to translate them in english. and because they were all drunk it was hilarious seeing them attempt to explain the typical dirty jokes of the canaries. this was funnier watching them do that then the actual joke. they kept calling me Felisa. which i thought was great.(feliz means happy) bult im beginning to get rather exhauste of telling people that im not from washington DC. ive never even been there. then when it got to cold and we ate all the meat, we went inside the little house and played guitar and drums all night long singing songs. and like i was advised, when i was told to sing, i did. even though i felt timid, i had to ya know. i sang imagine by john lennon, and when everyone joined in for the chorus i could have cried. to unite souls at this time in our troubled world is all we have left to keep us going strong.
i finally went to bed around 5am, and they sang me a lullaby as i drifted off to sleep. then 2 hours later they jumped on me singing and jelling and ripping of my warmth, to wake me up for the long curvy dizzy ride home. i was the only one who slept that night. then when we finally got home, i was all sick from the ride and i slept 2 hours more and then woke up to go hiking in the clouds. by 10:00 am we were in the car again for a long ride up into the mountains to Roque Nublo. Which i believe is called that because its a big rock in the clouds.
We went climbing all day long, even though i was still a sick snotball and my ankle was killing me i enjoyed every moment. i never quiet let my cold catch up to me because its non stop here these past few days trying to live up every moment. but the hike was amazing. when the fog broke, it would reveal these incredibal vistas of deep canions and big rocks, but i mean huge. it seemed they were like ghosts because i would turn around the corner and one moment i would look up and see nothing but white and then i would turn around again and see a huge rock reaching for the sky. most of them had strange figures like a person sitting above watching over us. when we reached the top we found a little cave to crawl into to each bocadillos. (sandwhiches) then that evening when we got home we finally slept for a few hours. then when we woke up around 1:30 am raquel said. vamos al paranimfo. and off we went again for more fiestas. es una locura totalmente. (completely crazy) today we slept most the day, ate well and went shopping with a friend who came to visit from lanzarote. this week will be a full house because another friend will be coming tomorro. raquels room will have no floor space, just one big sleepover. tomorro im going to Tenerife, another island and possibley La Gomera ona boat. gotta fit in everything i can in my last 4 days. island hopping and still bloggin strong!!!

Home again, home again

It really is good to be back. I think my dogs thought they were hallucinating when I approached our truck in the airport parking lot. Then I thought I was hallucinating when we pulled up to our house and I had a beautiful new garden that Andy and my mom landscaped and planted for me as a birthday present. There's nothing like being in a rocky, arid climate to make one appreciate the natural wonders of the NW. My sweet little pooch will probably have to have her leg amputated--we've reached the end of the "wait and see" period, and she still isn't able to use it. In fact, I think it's just getting in her way. She'll have no problem as a 3-legged dog. Rika's having fun striking out on her own in Croatia, and may even come home with an Italian husband...hee hee...

PAROS

hello everybody.
i am here in paros, just left ios, and going to syros tomorrow. ios wasnice, there was this nice resort for travelers called far out camping but it was camping at all. in the summer the place is jammed nad it is huge. it is so nice to see a place that caters to low budget travelers but have nice, clean, and hight class facilities. they even had a waterslide. well, this island is know for the nightlife. it was alright, i like to dance the night away but my issue with cluds is the same all over; i like to dance for myself, not the person standing across the room, and just being in a place with that atmosphere bring down my natural high. well, i met 2 minnasotaians who are studying in briatian anad they are on their spring break. they are really cool and tomorrow we will hopefully meet up with another one of them in syros. i can't believe my time here is almost up, it defiently doesn't feel like it has been more than 9 weeks. i just got here. this place is so different with the crowds of the summer, i wonder what expeiernces all passerbys will have in the months to come? well see you all soon(hopefully).

April 17, 2004

ready...steady?

Is anyone else not ready to leave. Suddenly i am feeling sad that i have to cut out just as the weather is finally becoming stable. Althought i am glad that i am missing the tourist season that is on the horizon. Even last week which was spring break for public schools, i noticed a huge increase in the number of people. I can even imagine how much of a change summer will bring. I am down to the last few bits of work that need to get done, one of which is buying a present. i havent thought to much about this and now with only a week left i am starting to trip about it. Sally and Jin did not really give us much peramiters besides being something from are island. i have a couple of ideas but i dont know wheather they are going to embaress me next monday. If anyone is still around reading weblogs please email me with your ideas. Looking forward to seeing everyong next monday.

Peace

sas

I HATE AIRPLANES

I left Fuerte today to head to Switzerland to visit my grandparents. I didn?t realize I?d have such a hard time leaving my island. I didn?t realize how I had begun to feel rooted in Corralejo, and that walking around the town one last time, and saying goodbye to some people, and going out last night would be bittersweet. I was sucking in the last fresh, warm air as I boarded the plane today, and then I watched Fuerte dissappear and become just a speck in the ocean.

Then I missed my flight to Zurich. The flight leaving Fuerte was a bit late, and then we had to take 2 transport buses to the terminal in Madrid, and I ran through security, and to the gate, and the plane was long gone. I freaked out a bit, but sorta tagged along behind a German family who seemed like they knew what they were doing. A bunch of people missed the flight, so a bunch of us were put up in a nice hotel. I was even invited to dinner with the nice German family, so it was nice not to have to eat alone. Free room, free food, and most important... I finally get a long HOT shower. I haven?t had a hot shower in two months, so you bet that?s exactly what I?m going to do after this blog. And tomorrow at 9 a.m. I will be flying to Zurich. Everything?s coming to an end. It?s odd.

Halibut Cheeks


Currently I?ve been working at the Hotel Adak. The only hotel on the island. They actually only rent entire houses for the night. They don?t exactly rent rooms. Not that there are any tourist on this island or have been any this year, but some biologists, inspectors and fishermen sometimes need a place to stay. My new job consists of changing the sheets on beds, washing them, washing the towels, folding the towels correctly, vacuuming, etc. I get paid better by the hour then I did at the plant, but I prefer working with fish than breathing dust and cleaning furnisher. Plus they don?t need me at the hotel every day. It?s 150 dollars a night to stay in one of the houses if any one is interested.
The fish obsessed girl saw her first halibut yesterday. I?ve eaten lots of halibut but never had I seen any of them that weren?t chopped up into pieces on someone?s plate. Yesterday I saw them being unloaded from a boat (first halibut on Adak this year) with there head still attached to their bodies. For supper we fried halibut. The neighbor?s had halibut head soup with cabbage, they always give us some of their food. It was oily but very delicious.
I been fantasizing about not leaving Adak. I?ve stayed on the same side of the island all of the time. The roads had been blocked with snow. Parcel four, the restricted area sounded exited to go to, I have my tent here for camping but that probably won?t happen. Someone had gotten mad at me for walking on the tundra because the scare of UXOs (unexploded ordnances) the possibilities of hidden Rommel stakes, mines, booby traps, etc. There are hiking trails, just stay on the road everyone says.

It's Not My Fault

This local gal asked me to 'help' her organize the monthly event for musicians and readers and such. Last month when Julie was here we were on jaunt so I couldn't help. The lady said 'you can be a big help next month to help me get the grind together.' I haven't heard from her until I bumped into her at the high school while I was flyering this week. She says "oh, Walter, I really need your help. I'm leaving Sunday morning and so I have to leave the grind early on Sat. night and need you to lock up. (I still don't understand if she's not leaving till Sunday morning why she can't hang out the night before. It's only until nine p.m.)

I say "You need me to lock the doors? Is that all?"
Her: "Yep, all the musicians run it and they do their own sound and they know what's going on, I just need you to shut the doors."

Me: "hmmmm. okay, let me know what time you need me to 'shut the doors'."

It's friday night and I still haven't heard from her.

While I was videotaping at Presbytery yesterday, I was asked to be in a pagent about the first Christians in Wrangell. I'm also thinking I want to do more documenting at the event on Saturday night and possibly for church service on Sunday morning very early. I mean, Dr. Soboleff is 95 years old and at this point everything that comes out of his mouth is practically cultural treasure and should be treated as such. My (very amateur) videotaping of his sermon yesterday will be in the Presbytery archives and who knows where else?

So anyhow, I call this woman up and leave her a message on the phone and as I was doing so, realized I was more than a little annoyed about the whole situation as the message went something like this: "HI, it's Walter and I still haven't heard from you about exactly when you need me Saturday night and I had a fantastic day documenting Presbytery and was asked to do so tomorrow night, so I think I'm going to do that instead because when you asked me for my help, I thought it was to organize it and make a special event, all you need is someone to close the doors and I'm pretty sure you can find somebody besides me, thanks for thinking of me."

So today on the radio I hear she cancelled the monthly grind.

Honest, it's not my fault!

Sailing is over for Thailand

So I finished my last day of sailing and a whole day of written tests. I recieved an 89% on one, and a 97% on the other. I additionally have one more test but it will require more study time and ultimately I will have to send it back here for them to admit it. No worries though, it has been quite a ride.

Tonight I will again be in Patong, I'm going out with Andrew, and Rob (the boss at Yacht Pro). It should be an interesting night, I'm not too sure about Rob because he's an older boorish fellow who happens to be Australian. He is quite a blow hard on occasion, but ultimately has a good core if you can find it. He often complains about whats wrong with THailand and Thai people...

Tommorrow I will most likely end up in Kamala with Andrew and stay at his place, he has a two bedroom apartment to himself so it should be nice. I am beginning to feel the pressures of leaving and daily I try to thwart their impending actualizations. I dont want to go home!!! But, at least I'll go home to new beginnings, as soon as I can get out of my old ones, such as the room I rent etc. Its time and my roomates are incourageable. I thought I was the one who had the problems until my sensible, good friend Charlie, took over my room while I've been gone and has had the same complaints... mainly passive agressiveness. I think the power of "passive agressiveness" should be left in the hands of wise people only such as Ghandi! Its definetly time to down scale! time to get rid of a lot of stuff that I dont use, and have myself a mighty garage sale. I read, "a person doesnt truly own things, the things own the person" I definetly agree with this statement, especially when considering having to move again... AHH! Oh well life is an adventure and I'll just pretend to be Indiana Jones... write me when you can, love Tim

Doin? fine

i am in dubrovnik now. it is very cloudy and not so warm. i found a room easily, but it is kind of scary. i had a very nice time the island of Hvar, i had a great room to myself for about 12 bucks a night. so now in dubrovnik it is about 7 bucks but not as nice. i am in a family home, i have my own area with bedroom and bathroom but it is obviousloy someoneś bedroom, there are a bunch of keanu reeves posters on the wall. ha ha! it is really amazing how different it is to travel by ones self. it is so easy to make new friends. that was one thing i was sad about traveling with hesper was that we never made any new friends. but just in the last four days i have just met some precious people. it is really nice. so here?s to new friends!

April 16, 2004

ok so i have not done this in a bit...

im sick, back at home, and trying to find my way to San Fran to go to alcatraz... as it looks to be a island like no other. but im sick and dont know if i should drive 13 hours. ok so maybe go north... and see the Washington islands... i dont know, i will do something not so lame, as soon as im not sick.